Once, a girl sang this to me.
Kathy’s Song - Simon & Garfunkel
(Source: slantedlight)
suzanne highland, writer
(Source: letterstodeadpeople)
And the more will kill me.
Hi Suzi. I was just rereading 1000 times what you said on that picture of the people with the straight line tattoo and wish I had said it myself. I just wanted to say hi and ask you if you are happy. You seem happy and you deserve to be and I hope you are.
As I get older, I realize that there aren’t a lot of solid truths to be found in one human lifetime. Going to college doesn’t always bring you what you think it will. Traveling the world lets you see the world, while not necessarily providing the experience you imagine it will. Falling in love just means being in love, which doesn’t guarantee a home, a life, or a future. You can create a thousand tiny truths each day - and you will - but the kindest thing you can do for yourself is to be wrong about them. We are born and we die in the middle of everything. We will likely eat the words tomorrow we protect ourselves with today. We will know less, not more, as time leaps forwards. So be worthy of it. Be risky. Be humble. Be the universe you are until you aren’t that universe anymore, and rocket yourself into the next one. There is no blueprint and there never was. All we have is a morning, an evening, a poem, and each other. Ever onwards, my friends. Ever onwards.
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But I can’t get my head around it;
I keep feeling smaller and smaller.
— “I Need My Girl,” The National
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After agony had left his body to find another,
or in search of no one, just agony on its
own for once, merely cruising,
something stayed, like
a precipitate—grief, maybe,
that’s what they said,
as if such had ever been
grief’s properties … Why is lying
to others always so much harder
than to ourselves? Yesterday, for example,
starlings in flight, the ice of
the frozen pond beneath them briefly
containing their shadows—not
reflecting them,
not the way water does, the way
the water did, the way it will
in spring when the pond has unlocked itself
all over again with
no more regard than disregard
for the wings and faces that pass, or don’t,
across it, so what,
so what? When I say
I trust you, I mean I’ve considered
that you could betray me, which means I know
you will, that we’ll have between us at last
that understanding which is a safer thing
than trust, not a worse,
not a better thing … Wanderer,
whisperer,
little firework, little
not-my-own, soon enough
the non-world we’ve been steering for
from the start: colorless, stripped of motion, all those
pleasures you knew so well how to give to others
gone also—pleasure,
I can hear you say, what world
was that
— Carl Phillips
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